Okay so like I guess I'm only noticed at school and everywhere else as the shy "quite girl" and it honestly is pissing me off! No one takes intrest in to talking to me so I don't talk to them. It's like um why do you honestly even give a crap about me. And plus people at school tell my best friend like, "why do you hang out with her if she doesn't even talk?" Omg this just hit me, everyone at my stinkin school I've known since 5th grade and I was very outgoing so obviously I have somewhat of a personality maybe it's my hormones idk people aha. But yeah Um we talk smart alack, if we didn't we obviously wouldn't be friends... I don't normally talk to her at school because she ignores me when she talks to her other friends. I honestly want to get my act straight and talk to people but I don't have "social skills" as you would put it so I have no idea what the heck I'm suppose to say so im truly sorry! The only thing people say to me is, oh i like your shirt, or oh I like you necklace. Um that's nice of you but, idk thanks? I sorta think people don't take intrest in me because I'm not pretty. I don't think I'm ugly I'm just not as pretty as my friends I guess. Ughhh! I feel like such a loser right now it's not even funny. I just wanna tell people to shut up because they don't even say it to my face like why are you so quite? Well some people do and I'll respond like idk what to freaking say and some just ask my friends like wow that's the first time I've heard her talk. Wow, okay then it's probably because someone took intrest into talking to me or asked or told me something. So, hmm maybe you should do that too and I'll talk alot! I hate everybody at my stupid freaking school. I swear I want to punch everyone for always talking crap behind my back because I'm quite. Move on with your life and don't worry about me. Obviously people talk, they have too. So if your reading this and you know a "quite girl" at your school. TALK TO THEM! It's not that hard honestly. Because there thinking exactly what I'm thinking. Be there friend, it will make there day like seriously. Well bye now.
-Pissed of Payson :) Ahahahaha.
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