Singing(:

Well the purpose of me writing this was becuz I enjoy writing and writing about my passion and purpose in life lol. So 1st things 1st is it's funny becuz I have a pic of me when I was a bby holding something and using it as a microphone in these alien glasses and I was like u know 1 or 2 yrs. old so u know even bak then I enjoy singing lol. So yeah, I am currently taking vocal lessons with my cousing Carissa, who sings in our youth ministry sometimes and is really good. So I thought maybe I should try this opportunity because I really enjoy singing and I wan't to do it someday so I did that. And you know cuz I'm only stage fright becuz I don't know If I'm good enough but helped me realize I'm not really that bad and I need her help to get better on the high notes and low notes and exercises to prep my voice for better YAA if you know what I mean(: So, I'm waiting for the day to come when I find the strength and courage to get up there and sing. But you know I don't wanna be famous becuz well 1. I don't want ppl worshiping me 2. I don't like paparazzi and 3. It's a one in a million chance. Sooo.. that's basically it lol. Sososo I'd like to say ily singers out there becuz u inspire me following your dreams and who you wanna be in life so I wish you the best and yeahh (; <3
-Payson <3!

Life

Hmm.. When I think of "Life" I come up with Tireing. Because, your whole life followsup with education. Which of course some people enjoy school and working.. But unfortunetly not this girl. I hate the fact of waking up in the morning at 7 am and then highschool 6 am! Also, the matter of staying organized and remembering things that are due or what you need to do. School has been on my good side so far, lets just hope it stays there and continues to help me throughout my whole life. Plus, of course there's the really hard times. For example, say your family doesn't even care about you and they get into drugs and you fell like the world is coming to an end. Which of course after that you will have your moment to shine once again and feel loved and appricated, but of course what do I know? I have both my parents in my life and they love and support me in everything I do. Which by the way I am blessed to have that. Plus, I'm a christan and I go to church and serve the lord. And if your thinking wow I don't like church where you go and sing and you have to get all dressed up, well your wrong, my church has nothing to do with that. It feels like my family and they understand what everyone is going through and really makes your life continue in peace. Church camp is really the only time I get on my knees and cry my eyes out and pray for all my friends and family that are going through hard times. And really the only reason we were out on this planet was to spread the word of god so that way someday he will come get us and the devil can do whatever he pleases and then we will come beack to earth and everything will be perfect. So the point in this blog was to tell you that honestly if you give your life to christ it will make you feel so special and of course the first paragraph in this has no corresponding because I didn't plan to write about this I'm just going along with what's in my mind and typing with my fingers. So I hope I spoke to you. And It wasn't confusing at all. Lol (: But if your reading this I care about you and wish the best for you and the rest of your journey in life.
Love,
Payson <3

School

S-c-h-o-o-l
When that pops in my head I think of
Stupid
Ciriculum
horrible
orange
old
lala
Makes no sense? Right?
Haha
Well idk the reason for making this but you know I miss school
Shocking right? Yeah, my friends .. not the work of course but you know
as life goes education is the biggest part blah blah blah(:
WELL BYEE!